If you  read my last but one post you probably got the clue that this year hasn’t been all that fun for me.
Having said that, in the limited time I seem to have to spend on my music, I am writing and playing well and feeling a real release at rehearsals.

I am also feeling a small sense of assurance within myself that I have never experienced, I feel as though I am in battle but  I appear to be winning, not won yet but definitely strategizing,  pulling together my resources and seeing that I am not quite as useless as i had once thought. And i must say that its refreshing.

It also adds to my belief that I may be a swimmer not a sinker, throw me in the deep end and damn it, if i go down (possibly with some bitching an moaning), i will go down fighting.